Social situations bring out a side in me I truly don’t understand. I smile more, I’m nicer, and I’m trying my hardest. What for? I’m not enjoying this and the situation is getting more and more awkward.
I never understood why until I was graced with a constant presence of an unpleasant person.
This is not only a personal thing. I often experience this at work. Being social at work is quite difficult and never fun.
So how do I handle this? I grin like an idiot, then afterwards when I’m all alone, I spew out crazy combinations of curse words.
Does it help to just let it go and smile my way through? Not, really. But what can I do?